How Far Will Happy Go

I sit here and wonder if I made a difference last year year. Did I make someone's day happier, did I help someone when they needed help, did anything I do or say really make a difference? Or was it just a blog? My goal in life is make a difference. To make each day count. To praise the Lord. To just give someone an unexpected smile. But did I REALLY make a difference? I am very happy that my blog is being read all over the world now, which was such a nice surprise. But I don't get any feedback on it, so I don't know if it really made a difference. I know that there are certain things that I've done that have helped friends go through difficult times, even help them deal with dying. That was hard.But neccessary. But did I make a diffference? Will people remember me? Or am I just another blogger that sometimes people run across and read? I don't want my life to be a should have, could have, would have been. I really want to make a difference with the only thing that I really have. An encouraging word, a smile, a laugh, a good story to tell once in a while. I hope to share more of this in 2009. I've really started slacking up lately on my blogging. I promise that I will go bettter at it, if it really makes a difference. Did you do anything last year that you KNEW made a difference in someone's life? Tell me about it. It's not bragging, I'd just like to hear about some good thingss that happened to people last year. Things that made a difference. ...