How Far Will Happy Go

I've been getting phone calls as to why I haven't been blogging lately. Well, to be honest with you, I've been out having fun! The past few weeks I've been on steroids and the dr doubled my pain meds, so I feel like superwoman and I've been doing things that I normally would never be able to do. I haven't even had to use the wheelchair in weeks! It has been heavenly to be without mostly pain. I've started noticing that the steroids are losing their affect a little bit, because I'm waking up in the middle of the night screaming in pain again. But during the day, it's amazing! Everyone who sees me, tells me how great I look (of course I look great, I lost 52 lbs this year) I wear my hair up and put on makeup everyday. I've even gone DANCING! Every Saturday night! Who would have thought? Three weeks ago, I couldn't even get out of bed and here I am dancing. I know that I only have one more week of being on the steroids and then it's back to the old way, so I've taken advantage of every moment during the day to just enjoy it and love doing whatever I want to do. Gosh, I've been so happy the past few weeks. I even cleaned out the garage! I've got one week left, maybe I can get the kitchen painted??? It's so wierd, to have the magic of being pain free for a little while, knowing that it's going to go away, because I'm maxed out now on all the pain meds that I can take without going onto a morphine pump and that I need/want/love the freedom that I've had. I'm going to miss it. Very much. But in the meantime, I'm just loving it! Every single moment is so precious to me. If people would just live there life like this was their gift day, they would understand how I feel. I'm even putting up a Christmas tree for the first time since I've lived here. I've been very blessed this last month. It's so hard to put it into words. Have you ever wondered what it would be like to just have a little time when you can truly enjoy life? That moment in time. This is my time. I needed this to build up my spirit and soul for what I will be going back to. I can handle it. But for now, I'm just "The Happiest Girl in the Whole Wide World!" Love to all. I would like to thank all of you across the world that has made this blog so popular and reading it. I pray that it makes you feel a little bit better each time you read it and that you spread your own happiness around. I would love to hear from some of you. Just drop a line under comments.
With love and joy,
Mobea